MR.CHILDREN

        cookery course终于结束了，虽然还有最后一个学期，但不会再进厨房上课了。应该会很怀念吧。很累但很开心的日子~

        昨天结束了最后一门考试后，全班照例要聚一聚。午饭一起去market city的一家中国酒家吃的diim sim。量很小，估计很多人没有吃饱。之后又和我们班非洲，日本和越南的去唱k，本来以为会挺好玩，其实没什么意思，大家都唱自己的歌，唱得再难听也听不懂。唱了歌后，留下的我们这些人又去greater union看电影，是Adam Sandler的最新喜剧《you dont mess with Zohan》，有点憨豆先生的味道，低级趣味。看了电影还不想回家的我们又去了家很奇怪的酒吧，kumi说这里的客人都是单独一个人来喝酒，而且都自己跟自己说话，可能是自己吓自己。喝了酒我们又决定去另一家酒吧，抱着想跳舞的冲动，可惜david没有带id，我们都没去，等他们一个一个走了后, John刚好考完，我竟然又加入他们班级的celebration。kazy a~ 带他们去我推荐的酒吧，本以为有舞可以跳。又失望了～ 不过认识了挺多他们班的朋友，好久没喝那么爽过了。疯了一天，终于不得不回家了～

        在happychef做了将近1年半了，想想很不可思议 ，终于我辞去了那份工作。实在对那个地方没什么热情了，唯一让我留着的理由就是900小时经验。但是老板答应本月税单下来了会叫我签，这样的工作没必要继续干下去了。 是时候找份chef的工作了。不再为pr而工作！！～

 

 

爷爷  你在那里过的好吗
有没有人陪你打麻将
我很想你   我们都很想你
想跟你说说话  真的很想你
奶奶现在过得很好 你也一定看到了吧
每周爸爸妈妈他们都会抽空去看她的
还有楼上的阿姨 每天都来陪奶奶
没有再跟奶奶吵嘴了  她一定也很想你
我和叔叔也常打电话给奶奶了
她接到我们的电话很开心
我说我年底回去要做好吃的给她吃
哪也不去 再陪奶奶睡
我们跟哥哥说了  他也会去陪奶奶的
你放心 我们这么多人了  会把奶奶照顾得很好的
我们要让她活到一百零八岁 
至少也要看着我跟哥哥结婚  然后曾孙抱抱 香烟抽抽
你在那无聊了就喝喝酒 能找到人打麻将最好
这里的事你不用操心  儿子孙子孙女都很有出息
只是我们照顾不到你   要好好对自己
这么多钱   在那想吃啥买啥 别节约
我昨天去看病了  现在皮肤比以前好多了
医生给我开了新的方子 我觉得会好的
有空了就保佑保佑我哦 ~

last lunch i cooked in Campsie, maybe after 2 hrs gatta move to Burwood.

it's a seafood platter using leftover ingredients.

fan-fried fish, shrimps & fishcake on the bed of lettuce.

with sauteed mushroom & Spanish onion, blanched corn & peas, capsicum salsa

the taste ....soaks..:(

 

because of the ingredients leftover, my brunch was big enough for a dinosaur.

a quite balance meal, but not for busy morning. :)

 

Toasted white bread with salted butter

Poached egg with grated parmesan & dried basil

Poached egg with capsicum salsa

Banana canape with choc sauce & cashew nuts

Choc biscuit? with sweetened milk

终于分手了，不堪一击。但更认清了爱是怎么一回事。 爱情不是得到就是学到，得到过，学到了。以后要好好对待自己。

       昨天在学校下课时发现寄物箱被人撬了，东西全被偷了。包括一个数码相机，mp3, 电子词典，钱包，现金，钥匙，各种银行卡和证件以及一些零零碎碎的小东西。一开始不相信，因为以前没有被偷过，把所有的locker都翻了一遍...确实是被橇了。太狠了，连火车票都没给我留下，课本什么的都得重新买，牛仔裤和JJ的皮带也没逃过此劫。万幸衣服没有放里面，不然只能穿CHEFS UNIFORM回家了，路上肯定蛮拉风的。 今天去了学校，找security officer, 态度很恶劣，不肯给我放那段时间的摄像片段，还说了些白吃的话，说摄像头没有拍到人家在偷，如果我看到人家在偷的话他们可以帮我，如果我能看到东西还会被偷掉？还说什么如果我知道是谁偷的可以帮我，我如果知道是谁偷的就不会找他们了，猪脑人渣~ 打电话报警么，他们说如果有人发现我的东西会打电话联系我，怎么可能呢。除非那出生良心发现了。别人的不偷，就偷我的。看我的锁好欺负吧~ 现在走在马路上看着谁都像小偷。
      相机里有不少PRIVATE PHOTOS外加在和大强在SCG照的照片，那些是自己拍着玩的，电脑都没有备份，正打算要删呢，谁知道还没删，就先被偷了。今天被他们以EDISON C为例嘲了半天，则册老该不会把PRIVATE PHOTOTS传到网上吧，除非是真和我有深仇大恨的。不但所有家当被偷了，上课也霉。昨天是PASTRY考试，我的pastry做好了放COMBI-OVEN里烤,之后就找不到了，后来才发现不知道被哪个出生拿去给老师打分了。我的PASTRY做的最好，一眼我就认出了是我的。考~已经忍着被偷的痛继续考试了，还发生这种事。我什么都没做错，为什么要这样对我。我不好的时候那是怪我自己，now i tried real hard，却发生这些意想不到的事。是考验吗？ 还是什么？幸苦赚的钱就这样浪费在这些突发事件上了。照这样下去明年别回国了。

      没有办法，东西没也没了。只好重买一遍，尽快回到轨道上。打工读书还是要继续，拖下一点再要补上就很麻烦了。现在觉得TAFE越来越觉得垃圾了。看看么态度很好，其实什么都不帮你办好。什么都要收钱，本地学生有钱，他们倒可以享受优惠，我们却要买那些贵的离谱的东西。哎~ 骗完两年金钱换一张绿卡。

      

      PS:there's no English version for nga, u still gonna learn Chinese

every MORNING          ur Gucci rush2 blows on my face from wardrobe 

every EVENING           learnin' to get to bed before 10. cuz sth gatta bring u to me in dream

every DAY                  tryin' to face the fear. makin' any possible change of me

every MIN                  missin' u. turnnin' into action

Somestimes busy is better than do nothing.......  I wish i can work and study every single day... so i won't feel empty at home anymore...

it's really terrible when u stay at home 4 whole day & do nothing... except missing everything from SH.....

I got second job from SEEK, they called me to go for a interview in The Rocks.. which is a agency beside Oprea House...the first interview in my life

and... I got the job...the payment is quite good....twice than my current job.  but it's causal... means if they don't call to go, no money

 

To chris, sorry about the pain i made u feel, i don't get it why u treat me so nice like that as i hurt u always......

but u know i've changed, i won't do this anymore.... u said it's a new year, we gatta forgive each other....and start again

thx for the dream u given......we got it now, let's make it done, ok?   get a Pastry shop in SH. should be a cool experience~

 

I was a child have fantastic fairy tale's love dream.........Eason's <transfer of love> made me understand a lot, reality.

i though it's real love, but it's still like a KC business.... for me, maybe just have to keep a someone in my brain every stage.... 

anyway, no more pain and tears....everything is like free... we'aint belong to both......   made me grown......

u can do anything u want...  we just met.....we just did......means nothing..... i got what i want, u got ur stuff as well. both satisfy.....

i aint a guy can pay serious responsibility to someone.....but i'm trying hard.....   u made me disapprear.  it's funny and silly to talk about marriage

but u damn right about it....<love, gain or learn>.   i've learn a lot from u... thx......got power is the main....others are all fake....

徘徊过多少橱窗 住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览 还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘
熬过了多久患难 湿了多长眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床 换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无返顾的交换
烛光照亮了晚餐 照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上扑满花瓣 拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班 接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫 漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴

by  林夕       

dude, I koe u’r really gettin crazy these days, u’r thinkin about her all the time, I can fully understand how u‘r feel now. u wanna get back and stay w her. But what if u get back now, will she stay with a u like this forever?  U said, u wanna give her all the best. U said, u wanna make her the prettiest girl in the world. parents make money weigh too hard to supply u study here, so u just return them as making them sad?  Just think about it, even u can’t do it exactly 4 yourself, just do it as 4 the people who love u & u love so. What u gatta do now? everyday live like this can get shit? If I were u, all I gatta do just work, study, having food and using my precious time to sleep,  never give a fuck  and waste my time to anything which is useless shit. Seriously, u’ve grow to a man now, it’s ok to don’t pay responsibility for the things u did 2 her, but at least u just have to responsible 2 the words u said. The first time u’r so firm to say wanna gettin marry w someone. Ur broken promises r already 2 many, u never make them work. Unfortunately, the money u earn now can’t supply your marriage, it can’t even give a rich life 2 u. But what if u can pay 4 ur tuition & air ticket, next Festival u get back with the ticket u’ve bought by yourself, u  pay the full tuition instead of your parents. What they gatta say 2 u? what everybody gatta say 2 u? just nothing!~   I’m pretty sure u have 2 b back again, but at least u can meet her, u can stay with her even 1 min, that’s exactly what u want, itsn’t it?  She was right, if u got feeling of affinity, so u can get together again.  She did trust, why don’t u? if u do trust so don’t b fear anymore, no 1 gatta koe wat gatta happen in the front, the only thing we able 2 do jus try, & trust.  It’s the only way, u decide it.

  Hi~ Rami~~ this is for u~!!!   HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOWORROW!~~~

  one year has passed already~~~~ so quick~~  but i'm sure no one will forget your birthday in EFT

  that's a unique memory for us ~~~  so don't forget...  you must have a fabulous day toworrow~~

  we are all miss u~~~      all the best for u~~~            I u

 

 

                                                                                              Tony

        11月将会很累，现在的我一周4天上课5天打工，累得晕头转向。今天skip the class，让我压力小了许多，有了时间完成明天的作业和后天考试的revision。 

        5月的罚款一事终于要揭晓答案了，法庭将会在12日审理我的case，但我不必亲自去法庭，uts的律师已经为我准备好了一切供词和物证。他们会替我料理一切。我有信心能赢，第一次因为害怕会影响到我移民的事所以就乖乖得给了钱，这次我决定必须要打官司，就算官司输了要给更多的钱也不在乎，只想还自己一个清白。向所有那些不信任我的人证明我的清白。

        1年的时间很慢也很快。1年里，得到了很多，学到了很多东西，失去了很多机会。希望最后一个月读书工作都能顺顺利利~

 

 

no right or wrong...but cause and effect

we do have right to choose how we live...

i always couldn't be the one i was suppose to be

life's tough.....work's hard..... I chase my life every day

sometimes can't awear why i live for... did i made a right decision?

i did before... twice... but never again.....i guess

till she's come into my life... ... another angel

she's abusolutely perfection....fantastic........that's wat i did

i realise i'm doin a shit..... but whatever

i need a girl...sometimes this idea around my brain hardly

but the true's ...i need a girl like her.... so let's me be like me

......i saw a hope's come

   我又去KTV了   最近真的疯掉了    后悔叫了CHERRY    唱的那么好    ... ... joking~~

   点了很多几年没有碰的歌  有一首张国荣的路过蜻蜓  让我想起了我的两个兄弟

   以前他们是最好的朋友    而如今我来到澳洲留学   他们也分别到了不同的地方当兵

   很怀念过去我们在一起的时光   还记得和jun一起我做了一生中最疯狂刺激的事  也只有那个年龄才会做那事吧  哈哈 

   晕    你们也知道我很少想男人的     但却想你们了    你们还好吗    不知道我年底回国后你们在不在上海 

   天下没有不散的宴席    等我们都事业有成的那一天      再聚吧      WE ARE ALL SOILDERS~

 

if i don't break my mask up          i never gatta be me really

if i didn't give it a try                    please don't be jealous with their fabulous

please do not ask where u gone anymore       he's gone  & never back

but u can start again, what u think?      start again~   how hard it could be

please do not race with them anymore   whatever how u try     they always can be a bit better

all u need to do just race with yourself     how best u can do      even u lose    u still win the game

I'm trying to break my mask up         I'm trying to control myself well

I'm trying to give up all the bad habits       I'm trying to face my fears

I'm trying to say hello with someone i don't know      I'm trying to seek a restaurant

I'm trying to do a good job in class          I'm trying to keep the faith every single day

I'm trying to give up smoking               I'm trying to be a betterman

 

  for shit,   just no regret...

 

 

 

Bombe Alaska --- 冰山阿拉斯加。里面叠着海绵蛋糕，香草冰淇淋，密桃和白兰地，外面是用piping bag裱出来的意式蛋白酥皮。上面棕色的地方是用喷火灯喷出来的，好玩~~   

今天是Hors d'oeuvres(前菜)的实践考，比前两次考试都容易。上传点考试中做的菜。都是些一口一个的小东西~

Pastry --- 第二次做西点，这次都是我比较爱吃的。 有咖喱泡芙, Ricotta奶酪千层酥， 香肠卷和蝴蝶酥

Mini Quiche --- 三种法式蛋塔，当然没有葡式蛋塔好吃，个儿也小~

Canapes --- 这个菜不需要cook，但是一个人弄起来满挺费时间的。所有的这些里最好吃的是意大利Proscuitto火腿佐蜜瓜，很奇怪的搭配，以前也没有试过。密瓜的甜味冲淡了火腿本身的咸味，再加上Proscuitto那特别的口感~PERFECT!~  接着是熏三文鱼，我不太喜欢吃鱼肉，但生三文鱼就另当别论了。还有两个Canapes是沙丁鱼和蔬菜(班上一些素食主义者没口福，只能嚼嚼这个了)

Today i'm in holiday, as usual i went to Wooworth & Campsie Centre to collect the ingredients for dinner.

I'm going to make a lentil soup, pasta & coleslaw.

Lentil is a kind of healthy stuff, and when it has blended like a puree, it looks really good. to serve with croutons, Fantastic!~

For pasta, i've got a new recipe from VideoJug. I've tried Spaghetti Carbonara from there. it's nice~ that's why i decided to make a spaghetti with clams and mussels. a kind of seafood pasta.

I've left some coleslaw sauce in my fridge, so I've bought some cabbage & carrots to finish it. it also my favourite side food~

But i thought i've made a terrible dinner. the soup was overcooked, it taste so bitter,and also over-seasoned. I tried to make it look as good as possible, but i've miss the most important stuff ---flavour. The Pasta was taste alright. but it's worse than Carbonara. and it needs more season.  

really unhappy today ... ...   uncle was happy with me, then turns to angry, cuz i made his kitchen dirty. but that's alright, I am sure... Better food will come as i'm trying.

ok... gatta go & prepare the practical exam for Hors d'oeuvres~~ I am quite confidence in this test. Hoping i'll do a better job than Kumiko & Winston toworrow                                     Fighting~~~87 days left  

    大家好！~ 谢谢大家光临tony的空间！~希望大家没事了常来这儿逛逛！~：) 由于本人过于懒惰  导致本空间照片和日志比例严重失调。所以趁放假来随便写点。

    现在上课还是比较紧张的，每两周就要完成一个单元，比第一学期是辛苦了点，但觉得还是挺开心的，做菜的确比调酒好玩。在厨房可以吃自己做的菜，所以下课了也不用去餐厅买着吃。：) 前两周都在学做酱料和汤，根本吃不着啥东西，好在这周开始学做前菜了，又可以吃了！~ 今天上课主要是做沙拉。哎~连沙拉都要学，我对沙拉不是特感兴趣，还是喜欢做意面和甜点。不过学了就得什么都会做。 沙拉和别的菜不一样，同一种的沙拉可能有几百种组合方式，所以今天老师让我们自由发挥，所以每个人做出来的都不一样。下面发我今天做的7种沙拉，大家一起来鉴赏一下~~~~  有空写点评论，没空拉到~~~   (点击小图看大图~~~~~ )

 

GREEN SALAD --- 绿色拉，也叫生菜沙拉

GREEN BEAN SALAD --- 以四季豆为主材料的沙拉，豆煮过头了好像

JAPONAISE SALAD --- 水果沙拉，快下课了，随便一弄，还是挺爽口的

SALAD NICOISE --- 这个还不错，里面有凤尾鱼和金枪鱼。我把鱼吃了，蔬菜都给老师了(我们做的菜都是送去慈善机构的)

RUSSIAN SALAD --- 老师都不知道这个沙拉跟俄罗斯有什么关系，其实就是蔬菜沙拉

TOMATO SALAD --- 以番茄为主材料的沙拉，这玩意儿能好吃么

FISH SALAD --- 主材料是生金枪鱼，意大利的一种豆和甜菜根。急着吃鱼，忘拍照了。吃后才补拍了一张。几个非洲，孟加拉的不能吃生鱼，都给了我。我又把鱼都吃了，蔬菜给老师了。   可惜今天厨房没有酱油和芥末啊~~

 

今天还做了几个酱，酱就不去拍了~~~